i hate myself

I hate myself..

I addict on watching Vampire diary..

I know I can't control myself to watch it..

but I still watching it...

now I finished watch for season 2 le ya...

the serious thing is..

I only use 2 and half day....

Oh my god...

I am just like the vampire..

it?Ae...should call him or her?

aiyo..

don't know la!!

Vampire can't control itself to attack people and suck their blood..

I can't control myself to watch what they are doing ya...

Ish....

Pls...

please start to study..,.

3 more paper....

now seldom writing diary..

use pen and my cute diary book..

not very environmental..

and actually so many years..

the number of diary book keep increasing...

I also don't know how to settle it...

after I finished 1 book...

Now total got 10 diaries book..

should I throw it?

or just keep it?

I scare other read it actually......

Electronic record is more environmental friendly..

and I can just setting my blog..

If I don't want to let others know..

I not need to do anything..

other than typing...

Maybe I can consider this method...

So..

I want have a smart phone..

I can write whatever I want anytime..

I will get it..

as soon as...

long time ago..

I always connect wireless to write my mood..

because that moment..

my mood is frustrated every minutes...

so..

I recorded my feeling every minutes..

why I do so??

actually no point for other..

I only can say that..

That is a habit..

since I young...